I find myself in need of more hours in the day... in need of more time. I find myself pondering the various movies that portray the use of clones and I think to myself, "I wonder how many clones I could have of myself before they would be too screwed up to be of any use.... Probably just 2..." lol
Work is really the main cause of this particular topic, as I have so many projects and tasks on my plate that 24 hours just doesn't seem to be near enough time in a day. Laundry- who needs clean clothes? Oh wait! I'm supposed to set an example! Food? I usually just eat one meal a day... Dinner... At around 9pm. Exercise? Does getting up 90+ times a day to my name being called out count? What about crawling around on the floor looking for that screw that came loose? But I am very fortunate that I am not alone in this journey of mine. I do have a Shiny Silver called Dean who is the other half of my team when it comes to things like clean clothes and a warm, filling meal at the end of a long, hard day. He also helps me find other things to use (like pickles) when I can't find the screws that came loose! Dean gets me laughing at the humor in the most stressful of days. God has most definitely blessed me with a "skipping rock."
To Him and for him I will be eternally grateful.
Work is really the main cause of this particular topic, as I have so many projects and tasks on my plate that 24 hours just doesn't seem to be near enough time in a day. Laundry- who needs clean clothes? Oh wait! I'm supposed to set an example! Food? I usually just eat one meal a day... Dinner... At around 9pm. Exercise? Does getting up 90+ times a day to my name being called out count? What about crawling around on the floor looking for that screw that came loose? But I am very fortunate that I am not alone in this journey of mine. I do have a Shiny Silver called Dean who is the other half of my team when it comes to things like clean clothes and a warm, filling meal at the end of a long, hard day. He also helps me find other things to use (like pickles) when I can't find the screws that came loose! Dean gets me laughing at the humor in the most stressful of days. God has most definitely blessed me with a "skipping rock."
To Him and for him I will be eternally grateful.
But as for time... I have found outlets are GOOD. Good for charging phones. Good for charging tablets. Good for COFFEE! But seriously, we all need a place to be able to express ourselves and writing is something that I used to do a lot when I was a bit younger. Lately, I've found myself craving that feeling in my heart when I'm able to put the words and randomness in my head down on page. There is no other feeling like it. But WHEN do I have the TIME? I have to MAKE the TIME. HA! Back on Topic. It's no wonder I titled the blog Randomness... There are so many conflicting theories out there when it comes to managing one's personal life and one's professional life but what happens when a person works 50+ hours a week? What happens when you're in a position when you are never truly off work? How do you get your R & R? How do I not let my work suffer? How do I make better use of the little time I have with my Shiny Silver? I am in search of this balance and this is my journey.
"Time is what we want most, but what we use worst." - William Penn
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